the power of porn

Posted: August 7, 2013 in Uncategorized

My curiosity was peeking. My flesh was seeking. I was looking and searching for things that would pleasure me. Looking for things that my parents didn’t want me to see! I found that one website. I looked at it, and thought wow what a sight! I watched and slowly but surely got pulled in. I didn’t notice until I heard the pastor preach on that sin. I brushed it off, and got back on again. Then, I started to masturbate which is also a sin. I sat down, and watched a different version, not realizing that the spirit of perversion was already on me. The devil was watching and laughing as I was watching and gasping. When I tried to stop I ended up relapsing. I sat there and thought why is this so bad? I’m feeling good why would my mom not want me happy? It’s really just a trap that I couldn’t see. I failed to see the plans God had for me. I failed to realize all I could be, because I was wrapped up watching porn on my pc. I got on my knees to beg and plead, for God to have mercy on a porn addict like me. The thing everyone fails to see is the power of porn. Now that I think about it, it makes me mourn. The things I gave up to watch such filth, and every time I watched it again I felt a little less guilt. I watched it until it was in my daily routine. I was so into it, it felt like a dream I would never wake up from. That dream became a reality. Reality dawned on me, and I don’t want to burn for eternity. So I opened my eyes to see that God loves a porn addict like me. I know you’re thinking how can God still love you while you watched all the naked women and men. But, you fail to realize God wants us to love the person hate the sin. You also fail to realize in the end God will always win. And, where you are is not the end it is just another place to begin. But before you begin you must recognize that you have sinned you must realize that all the glory you put on porn must now go to Him. You must realize that God is your father and your friend. So when you sin there will be discipline. But when you fall He will be there to pick you up and dust you off again. Don’t let the devil play you like a violin. You must make up in your mind that when God is with you, you must win. Yes, it is pleasing your flesh but what is it doing to your spirit. Now do me a favor ask yourself what I’m watching is God in it.

By IMANI DECUIR

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